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I just wanna be me



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amother
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Post Mon, Jul 05 2021, 9:33 pm
I haven’t been,
I haven’t lived,
I haven’t known myself,
For so very long.

I haven’t laughed,
I haven’t cried,
I haven’t played,
For so very long.

The soul inside of me,
So hidden,
So covered,
So protected,
For so very long.

Almost gone,
So far away,
So distant,
For so very long.

The fire in my heart,
Extinguished,
Turned off,
Ignored,
For so very long.

The deepest passions,
Intense love,
Gone,
Not here anymore.

The person I once was,
Striving,
Hoping,
Living and loving,
Lost and alone.

The child in me
Gone,
Defenses instead,
Have formed.

My soul is begging
Crying,
Pleading,
To be known.

My soul wants to shed,
Let go,
Be set free,
Again.

It wants to live,
Be known,
Feel,
Within me again.

It is more than ready,
to release,
be recognized again,
flap its wings,
and fly.

I want to slow down,
Take some deep breaths,
Just feel the soul
Raw and real.

All the thoughts and beliefs,
I’m ready,
to let it loose.

I want to refuel,
Meet the soul,
So beautiful and pure.

I know
Its there,
Waiting to be seen.

All that has held it back
Everything
Covering it up,
I want to give away.

Im ready to fly,
Live the life,
Ive dreamed I can do.

I can be the person
I am meant to be.

I have the potential
To achieve
My aspirations
So special and real

I wont allow my defenses
To hold back
The life I want to live.

Nobody,
No one,
No one ever,
Not any person,
Can take my dreams away.

I can live,
Thrive,
Flourish,
Bloom,
Prosper and just be.

Welcome the sun,
Bask in its light,
Warm,
The freezing soul.

Smile to the winds,
The breeze,
Not let me fall.

The stones,
I can stumble,
But shake off,
And walk again.

My place
Is safe
So comfortable
To feel.

Its not dangerous,
Its ok,
I am accepted
To just be.
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amother
Midnight


 

Post Tue, Jul 06 2021, 5:37 am
Wow. It could’ve been me writing this, all those feelings, except for the beautiful way it was written… I’m not sure my talents extend that far. 😊 Do I have your permission to share it with my therapist? Such amazing clarity & accurate description of your innermost feelings. Wow. I’m impressed. I hope things get better for you fast.
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Post Tue, Jul 06 2021, 8:35 am
You go girl!
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amother
OP


 

Post Tue, Jul 06 2021, 11:41 am
amother [ Midnight ] wrote:
Wow. It could’ve been me writing this, all those feelings, except for the beautiful way it was written… I’m not sure my talents extend that far. 😊 Do I have your permission to share it with my therapist? Such amazing clarity & accurate description of your innermost feelings. Wow. I’m impressed. I hope things get better for you fast.



Amein! Absolutely have my permission Very Happy
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amother
Midnight


 

Post Tue, Jul 06 2021, 11:56 pm
amother [ OP ] wrote:
Amein! Absolutely have my permission Very Happy


Thank you for your kindness! It will really help me summarize my thoughts/feelings. Of course I plan to say that I got it from someone.
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