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amother
Electricblue
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Thu, Oct 27 2022, 12:48 am
amother OP wrote: | After 3 yrs of heavy work I finnaly decided that I'm giving up my job! I always wanted , but had a huge fair from all of the "what ifs"
Today I said NO I'm not doing this anymore! (after 3 yrs ) of letting myself be used and abused.
I want to give over an important message "please always trust your gut " if you feel something isnt right means that it isn't,, trust and believe in yourself! (Talking to myself) I always felt something is off with my work environment but pushed and pushed giving myself excuses that things will get better, that my boss doesn't mean it he's in a bad mood tomorrow will get better etc
... NO, it never gotten any better. only worse! The harder I worked the more I got blamed . He always wanted more from me , the more I've done the bigger the pressure . The more I've done and accomplished , the more I got criticized! Let alone I was the only worker doing it all! I got promised nice bonuses, and stuff that never happened. payment didn't come on time . FINALLY. I feel relieved! I feel I'm getting back my life! going back to reality! Coming out from a nutshell, I was begged to stay . I couldn't. I just couldn't. That said I feel a huge shift in my body like a certain release Weird feeling. My body feels overwhelmed it feels after I have babies. It's so weird to me why I feel this way. my body is releasing lots of stress , pressure , the major responsibility I was carrying . Vacations were a hassle since I always needed to take my work along. Making sure everything goes smoothly. All. On . My. Own . ( I'm not even owning this buis.) I was placed to do it all and was left feeling that I don't deserve. I don't deserve being respected, not deserving big bonuses or payment ontime . I was pushed to the walls to do things I really shouldn't have. They gave me way more to do than how much a human can handle ( I'm a mother of 7) I wasn't told at the beginning how the job ...and
Today I feel like I didn't trust myself enough, I let the abuse kick in .
My body is giving me messages. I still need to process . Let my body relax . And just let all the toxicity come out! I feel a major shift . Lots of body symptoms. A lot of mixed feelings.
Anyone can relate Mind sharing? |
I can totally relate but am very very happy for you.
I just finished a new book by Gabor Mate about what toxic environment and culture do to us.
Please put yourself first. There is only one of you!
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amother
Jasmine
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Sat, Oct 29 2022, 11:23 pm
There are workshops for healing.
Awakening within Workshop is amazing for trauma healing.
There is a women's retreat coming up
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