Betrayed | Imamother

amother

Thu, Jul 16 2020, 10:45 pm

When my heart feels so alone
And my soul frozen in stone
And my face feels hot and cold
And my body a jelly like hold

When my toes are tingling through
And my arms are trembling too
And my brain is on a spin
Because I’m shaken up within

Do I have anything to lose
I’m living life a ruse
Not for myself or others though
How far do things need to go

My pain cuts me with knives
Everyones living their own lives
I really got no where to turn
My own fire is my burn

Don’t want to feel, don’t want to think
Need a distraction from everything
Need a blank and empty space

I need peace and I need grace.

amother

Gray

Thu, Jul 16 2020, 11:16 pm

Ouch. I can feel the pain through your poem. I’m sorry for what your going through, I wish I had more words of wisdom. Stay strong and know you are needed on this world!