Who isn’t in love with being a mommy? Who finds taking care of a baby really hard?
For me I love my kids when they are babies, but once they reach 2 I don't enjoy it and find it very challenging. Its a lot of work to be a mother. I don't do it because it's fun. I do it because having children in a value I hold. I have to make sure to do things that I love as an individual or else I start going crazy.
I love my baby!
That being said, I was very happy to go back to work where I'm not not Mommy and where I get a break from the constant crying!
It is very hard for me to be home with babies all day. I also can't fathom having a baby and leaving baby at the sitter every day because it's hard for me to be with them all day. So I don't have a baby till I feel totally ready to commit myself to the baby.