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amother

Mon, Jan 17 2011, 11:56 pm

what am I? who am I? am I here? am I there? where am I? where am I going? where did I come from? am I happy? am I sad? am I angry? am I ecstatic? do I love? do I hate? do I want love? do I want to be left alone? do I really care? is it all just an excuse? is it just a distraction? is it working? how long can I run away? who am I running from? my "parents"? my "friends"? MYSELF? who am I? do I even care? should I bother? am I worth it? do I matter? do they care? are they selfish? am I selfish?is that allowed? do I cry? do I laugh? am I numb? am I suffocating? am I flying? can I breathe? do I care? do they really care? am I fat? am I pretty? am I smart? am I strong? am I healthy? do they love me? do I care?am I comfortable? am I alone? do I care? do they care? why bother? do they bother? am I a kid? am I an adult? did I ever grow up? was I ever a kid? do I want to be an adult? will I turn out like them? were they like me? is it all just a delusion? is it all in my head? am I making it up? do you believe me? do they believe me? does anyone care? do I care? what am I? am I worth it? should I bother? am I hungry? am I full? am I depressed? am I there for others truthfully? do I really care about them? is it dependent on if they care about me? will it ever be enough? will I ever be satisfied? do I deserve?! what is happiness? do I exasperate? do I love? who? them? who? me?! can I? what? love? what is love? is it worth it? can I handle it? will I break? do I crave it? should I just stay alone? will it hurt me? will it hurt anyone else? them? do I care? do they care? can I disappear? should I? have I already? is this all just a facade? am I a facade? are they? happiness. what is it? do they have it? do I have it? can I? do I want it? is it too much to handle? can I handle it? will it last? does it last? people. do I want them around? do they want me around? can I handle it? do I want to be around? is this a bubble? is it really helping? do I want help? do I need help? can I handle it? is there a master plan? is this all just one big funny joke? should I laugh? do I know how? is there a middle ground? am I ok?

I guess so!? I'm fine. ok, what can I do to help you?!