Please Help Desperate

amother

Fri, Jan 12 2024, 11:22 am

This is the essence of shame. My husbands boss stopped paying him and he is desperately looking for a new job. He was not matzliach so far even though he’d had a few interviews. None were in his field but he was desperate enough to go for it.

Two nights ago I had a simcha and was embarrassed to sit there with a dress that didn’t fit properly and money owed to some family members.

I’m writing this with so much shame and I beg Hashem that this should be the most humiliation I should ever feel in my lifetime.

I cried so much on the way home and cried myself to sleep the past two nights.
Our landlord keeps texting, which is his right. We owe him the money.
My husband is falling apart but the worst is watching him desperate for me not to lose respect for him and I’m not. He’s trying so hard to protect and provide.

Thank you all kind souls out there. May you never know this pain.

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amother

Fri, Jan 12 2024, 11:37 am

amother Apple wrote:

That's so hard OP, I just sent you money too. I'm not sure if you or a mod deleted you email, but its not in the OP anymore.

I deleted it because I’m too embarrassed 😞

Thank you ♥️

amother

Fri, Jan 12 2024, 11:50 am

bp1234 wrote:

Please post again. We’d love to help!

I put it up again and will daven the shame should be something of a zechus for Jews struggling.

giftedmom

Fri, Jan 12 2024, 12:00 pm

Op I reported your post because it’s against site rules to ask for money without admin approval.
It’s just to keep everyone here safe from scams. I would love to help you once you are verified.
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