Vent, Hashem please send me some money

amother

Tue, Jan 30 2024, 10:49 pm

Usually we live pretty much from paycheck to paycheck bh. We are frugal but can spend three dollars for a toy if our kid asks. We very much live with the concept of we do our hishtadlus and hashem gives us money for what we need.
But right now a big expense came up very unexpectedly. We can afford it but now I am trying to spend no money. I am using less disposables, stretching things out etc.

But
I wish I would have some money I can spend. Nothing is a necessity but I want it. I want to print out my kid’s pictures, maternity clothes, Purim costumes, plastic bins, and such stuff. I was gonna put in title hashem please give me 1k but then I said why put a limit hashem is kol yachol.

The day this expense happened a check I didn’t know we were getting arrived, while I was typing I saw an email that my check was deposited bh so I’m not worried I just wish I had money for extras.
What’s frustrating is that I am owed money and I asked the person he can’t pay me now.